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Archive for July, 2010
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Jul 17th
Just like I stated on my main site, I’m moving to my college dorm in less than a month! Yaaay! I’m so excited and a little scared. I hope I can make some friends in college. It’d be great if I could find a group of friends to hang out with all the time, like I sometimes see in animes. You know, sometimes I wish my life was like an anime. It seems so fun. D:
Moving on, today I was supposed to go to the beach with my friend and a few of his other friends. But stupid me didn’t ask who was going and I was surprised that I was the only girl in a van of liek, seven guys, several of whom I didn’t know very well and several of whom smelled of cigarette smoke (I honestly don’t like hanging around someone who smokes. I hate the smeeeeell!). I felt so left out and so…how should I put it…misplaced? Here I am, a quiet, meek girl who has no social life, sitting in a van full of rowdy guys who would probably forget that I’m even sitting there or even forget of my existence. It was pretty uncomfortable, so before going to the beach, I told my friend to take me back to the house (we were still in town), lying that I wasn’t feeling well. I didn’t want to say, “oh, take me back because I’m uncomfortable with your friends!” That would just be rude and everyone in that car would think I’m stuck up and would hate me. D: I feel kinda bad, but that’s that. I’m not going to sacrifice my day just to feel awkward and miserable the whole time. That sounded pretty harsh, but whatever.
So yeah. No beach. Kinda disappointing, but having yakisoba tonight makes up for that! 
Maybe next time I go to the beach, it’ll be with some other people that I can trust and communicate well with. Unfortunately, I’ve yet to find those people. Damn, sometimes it hurts being so lonely and so unsociable. And yet, I find that I’m better off without people. Meh, whatever.
Well, tomorrow I’m going shopping for some jewelry beads! I just love making jewelry now because I can make unique pieces of jewelry. Yaaay! I’ll try selling them, but to be honest, I kinda doubt anyone would buy them. But why not try, right? 
Jewelry making!
Jul 1st
Firstly, before I go babbling, I’d like to say that my art block is slowly receding and I’m finally drawing some stuff! I think it’s because, recently, I made up story plots and those plots inspired me to draw pictures related to them.
Anyway, lately, I’ve gotten back into jewelry making. I used to do it several years ago and I made a few necklaces, but then I stopped when that interested faded. Now that I’m thinking of selling stuff on my portfolio/store, why not start by making jewelry? I made a necklace purely out of Sculpey clay today and I can say that I’m rather satisfied with it. Tomorrow I’m going to go shopping for some beads. Unfortunately, the town I live in doesn’t have an art store (lame!) so I’ll have to rely on Walmart beads. :”C
Oh yeah, in a few days, I get to know who my roommates are and what residence hall I’ll be living in. I’m kinda excited for that, for some reason.